第一次加班，被动的，还是打杂，不爽。有加班工资钱拿，爽，可以claim晚饭和taxi，很爽！

 

taxi叫了半天不来，无奈，还是MRT回家，不爽。在公司吃蛋糕吃饱了，而且太晚了，去fengxing吃还得走回家，不爽。

约了同学拿东西，迟到，很不好意思，很不爽！

 

后天放假，哈哈。明晚就可以出去玩了。爽！

 

PS：鄙视一下，某人明天要用我钥匙，提议我把钥匙藏一个地方好拿。

后来我想到pgp上楼还得钥匙，如果，我把钥匙放在我的鞋子里，然后不锁门，明天就搞笑了。

鄙视一下，鄙视一下pgp，在这儿很多在hall里的technique就没指望了，哈哈！

 

Exams were finished, long ago, and I just can no longer recall my feeling about it, and I also have no idea about my result. It does not bother me as much as at the beginning of the semester. I did what I could have done, and that is it.

 

Another reason is I start my intern right away after the exam, with a 2-day break, Sat and Sun. The following Monday was a suffer. I went to the company at 9am, seeing nobody but the cleaning antie, then I hung around for 15 min, and the fact that nobody comes really annoyed me. I was about to quit. I do not like such slack working style. I kept on walking around Raffles place, touching those high buildings around, until 10. I was surprised that everyone was back and they had a strange looking at me. Sigh......

 

They just asked me right away to start my work, omg! I was supposed to sign the contract and go back and move my home. 既来之则安之. start copying payments to those non-executive directors. I am kind of an asset, as I am sure that I read Chinese fastest in the small company, and thus I was to do the Shanghai listed companies as well.

 

I went back early to check out and check in, and only at that time did I finally see my contract. The higher than expected payment finally calms me down. (only until this Friday did I realise that our company is quite famous for high payment.) And I also finally see the working hours, 930-630. No wonder!

 

那个晚上毫无疑问太痛苦了，和得鑫两个人搬家从7点到临晨2点。中间我实在受不了，居然睡了半个多小时。打的打了两次，然后还两个人一起搬了三次。要负责的人就不点名了，到时候请客就是了，哈哈。累到最后，想要喝酒庆祝，两人都发现身体受不了了。还好有西瓜作为补充。

强烈鄙视：pgp office的低效，不舍得扔东西的人（我自己也有份）。

 

The next whole week, is just monotonic. I kept working on the same thing. The only fun is reading the pictures in Bossini or Giordano, or those big big names, such as Li Ka-shing, Li Tzer-kuoi, and later those China companies. hehe.

 

Finally I finished it this week. But big things are happening in the company. The real life stuff are revealed to me even as intern now.

 

In life, you need to believe something, or called, to have faith.

However, life is just tough, tougher than anyone's imagination. It just makes you believe in something totally opposite.

Therefore, you need to prove yourself, to beat the life, or life would prove the opposite. These are the only two outcomes, win or lose, as simple as that.

 

 

I know myself, better than anyone else do, and I know what I should do.

I thought I was strong, but it turns out that I need to be stronger, stronger than myself.

And I know there will be only two outcomes, as simple as that.